January 28, 2009

from the mouth of babes . . .

beside my bed, sits a tiny, handmade wooden music box
it is very precious to me, a present from my dear grandad
and sometimes when it catches my eye it reminds me . .
*
of one wintry evening, many, many long years ago
as i sat mulling & going over so many silly bits & pieces
(i have oft been a bit more of a worrier than i would prefer)
*
my wee boy, cuddled on my knee, softly whispered in my ear
" find a little teeny box in the corner of your mind mommy,
put all your worries inside and they won't bother you there!"
*
so, i imagined a little box, i carefully opened the lid,
i put those worries inside, i turned the tiny key
i forgot all about them, for a little while
*
the next time i took those worries out,
they were not half as bad as i had first imagined
my wee man - he had been so very right
*
i still use that imaginary little box, with its tiny key
*
Children say the most wonderful things, don't they?
Do you have any tales to tell from . . . . the mouth of babes.

January 24, 2009

from the corner of my eye . . .

slowly & yet oh so surely
my mind kept a-wandering
concentration crept away
industriousness ground to a halt
)(
i sat quietly & watched
from the corner of my eye
how he puffed & he panted
he fidgeted & he fiddled
O
he jumped up & jumped down
he really wanted a little more
more than a look at the world
i downed brushes & we set off
to investigate . . .

January 21, 2009

Until the call . . .

All is delivered. Designs, information, samples! So, for now
i shall pick up my brushes & loose myself again in painting
O

Until the call.
Hoping i will hear a "yes " when i lift that phone to my ear
the suspense. I sit thinking, how i came to be doing just this,
branching out into wedding design, not what i had in mind.
(Though i really do love doing it, altogether love weddings )
My own wedding design last year, here & here
led to comments, complements, recommendation
so, i thought maybe its not such a bright idea
to look a gift horse in the mouth when starting out
i'm so hoping for my very first "bride" to design for .

a delicious excuse to doodle & draw flowers & lovely things
The above started life as the this below

early/late bird . . . . .

such a ridiculously early time of the morning
even the birds will very soon be waking
yet here am i,
frantically putting finishing touches to my portfolio
from my own lips are uttered the famous words
next time -i will be more organised
next time - i shall not leave things till last moments

but, at last, I am now proud owner of
a range of wedding stationary designs
and . . . (eeek)
in not so very many hours
i am of to visit my very first
(working for myself full-time) client

. . .at best i am hoping that they may think my work looks ok
though my lack of sleep may well
cause me to look a fright
(my excuse, i seem for some very odd reason

to work so very much better under pressure!?)
off to sleep.......................

January 20, 2009

Hope written . . .


O
"Hope is the thing with feathers
that perches in the soul
and sings the tune without words
and never stops, at all"
O
Emily Dickinson